Stop using these three words

Love the clickbait title? But it’s true. If I read “it is assumed” and there is not even one footnote? I immediately don’t trust a writer. I don’t. It’s not that difficult to cite a textbook if it’s a foundation textbook.

It was when I was editing my own work and wanted to add my footnotes to cite where it was written/known/assumed and I realised: the writers I was footnoting? Didn’t footnote either.

So. I needed to work through their entire bibliography to try to work out where the when, how, who, how many knew/assumed this.

And even then I know for a fact writers don’t include all their sources. Because I’ve been edited out of my own research. Whoever uploaded all my edited images to commons did cite me, each image is credited. But my understanding of a manuscript is unique. And that was taken without credit.

So whoever reads the wiki entry has no idea why I came to my conclusions. And that’s the important part. So it’s presented as if “it is known” or “it is assumed” then no one landing on that page can criticise that, or add context to that, or say yes that’s right precisely because I’m not cited.

The point of research is to share, to add to our understanding. You can’t do that if you can’t even cite your sources. It erases the shoulders you are standing on.

So yes, that’s why I’ve pulled my essays because I’m standing on a network of shoulders of scholars. Even when I’ve only used their sources I’m including them either in a series of citations in the body of my text, or in further reading. I’m making sure that as I cite chain I don’t misrepresent writers, nor chop out context.

It’s the most time consuming part. Claims of new information either circle back to 19thC transcriptions or other secondary sources that are paywalled and/or geolocked. Which again strips the context and asks us to just trust an interpretation. And that does a massive disservice and is how assumptions hurt “u” and “me.”

Is this progress?

It is, it’s just… well… batch processing images so I don’t destroy the original files still feels like it’s playing catch up. But the very sad state of my website isn’t going to get better until I have photos that are a good size for viewing, and that is about 1M which is about as much as this CMS can handle per image. I’m in the 10s of thousands of images of my own work at this point, not counting all my PS files nor pdfs nor 3D models I’ve created. Nor does it count all the reference images I’ve had to strip out of those folders until this process is finished.

But it’s so much time and so much work. I’d love to start over and go back to html, but at this point I have so many posts that are already pinned or shared or otherwise just quite highly ranked and that’s a lot of people looking for information to turn away and say ‘you don’t matter, you need to do the work to navigate my site.”

I have looked at how to convert those posts to static html, it’s not that difficult, so I can keep the slugs. It just is quite limiting going forward in terms of making over appearance to keep up with changing device use.

Okay, I was going to just batch process my early historic today, but I’ve worked my way up to sci-fi.

Patterning and printing

I’ve been able to finally Make rather than Find files so my pattern book is getting the massive edit it desperately needs. But I had to uninstall the latest Inkscape to go back to what I used before all heck broke loose with my hard drives. The UI is just so different. The old UI though means I’m able to use muscle memory to refamiliarise myself with it all to simplify my shapes to make it even easier to use the newer version.

I had added seam allowances to each bodice shape but I’m going to remove all them all again. One of the biggest problems with including them is that they really need to be approached as fulfilling different roles at different times. I’m not even a fan of including notches for corners, because I only cut these after I’ve got the bodice fitted. I’d rather have an annoying bunch of fabric than have to cut it all over again.

That really is how I cut around my base pattern, apart from the notches and cut off points. I use grain so much for support, yes there is a diagram for that scanned but not yet redrawn as a vector. Quite often I’ll find it easier to fit by pinching/letting out evenly over the seam but then will want to move the seam to the back a little. So this extra fabric lets me do that.

Even with a dress form I find I want this extra fabric. It’s partly why all my patterns that I traced over to make my book line up so well. I do want to keep the allowances for my pages on how to draft, fit, and finish the pattern though, so it’s not a total waste. But

As far as the work involved. I’m removing all the path effects (dotted lines or sweeping lines like a pen would leave) which is time consuming, but absolutely will make it easier for people to use. And I’ll be able to connect paths I had to separate for those path effects too. Making it all easier for me going forward. From what I can tell this work flow is still in use with the new UI, so I’ll just keep going getting the paths all tidy. I’ve got the new version on my flip book so I can use that to learn the layout and possibly new tools.

I’ve been awake for three hours and I’m shattered already. But it’s getting easier to use the controls again. ctl+scroll for zoom, just ctl+z to undo (making it easier than PS) shift+click to select multiple paths. I’m even appreciating the infinite scroll as I’m able to bring paths right next to the side to speed up remong path effects from each path. That would be handy going forward- the ability to remove/add path effects to multiple paths like you can stroke/fill/change width.

I’ve also installed like 300 fonts and I’m really only happy with one. It’s so bad! But I want to pull a Quentel. At least one reference I found suggested the French edition was in house rather than printers in France copying or being given permission to do so. And there are even editions out there with no text put in the box of the title page as well. So this is what I’m trying to do. Make a “plate” for the title page to be in different fonts associated with different cities so people can grab which ever one they prefer.

I really want to redraw all my figures. There are regional differences in proportions too like typefaces. It’s proving difficult to find much in the way of local artists depicting real people but what I have found suggests a richer connection to Augsburg than I thought. It might be the size of the books. I collect all the (digitised) prints of dancing couples and there is quite the difference when you compare large and small sets. I mean it’s obvious really. But I might be putting my own ideas of a large and small rather than going by the actual dimensions.

I’m still going to webify the book because that lets people zoom the entire page or text only or even translate it all. Working out alt text for the pattern shapes is really difficult. It’s not just me. It’s a problem with all the extant books I have as well. Ditto instructions in magazines. There is an interesting phenomenon of where different costs merge. Number of pages, verses amount of ink, versus slugs and cost of illustrations (artist, woodcut/etching) all affect cost.

So by the time of the late 19thC magazines have the tiniest font you can get away with but filled to the last word. So there is a lot of flowery language.

Okay, it’s very humid so I’m off to have a shower. And let what I’ve done settle in my memory.

Cleves rescued!

My beloved first truly North Rhine frock seemed beyond repair, but I trimmed the under-linings just enough to not need to piece the skirt more than I had originally. So that was about 30cm from the waist and maybe forty from the hem. These were my “if I can scrape through I’ll keep them” allowances but I don’t need them.

I also checked my proportions through cunning use of zoom of the images to make hands the same size as mine. So the liste is a lovely 50cm tall. This pushes my red panel up just high enough that the original width is very nearly retained. I wish this shade of velveteen was still available, but Spotlight stopped stocking it years ago. Now we only have fairly muted but deep tones. But I might even be able to just really deep dye some to make it easier to make a strip that will edge the entire skirt.

Gosh

I’ve had a little time to myself and have genuinely got my research to the point I’ve been able to tackle my folders of my costumes. And also open up my WIP boxes of my Cleves frocks as I have found them too overwhelming. You see this health stuff has set back everything. Ditto my data issues. And mistakes I made a few years back required me replacing a whole lot of under linings that were barely too short. Frustratingly too short.

For my red velveteen gown this was critical. I need to have wiggle room to shift the patchwork of pieces up and down the underlining so I get the very best use out of the tiny scraps I have. Luckily the Moritz von Saschen schaube comes to my rescue. Because there are places where the joins in the guarding are raw edge to raw edge. I’m hoping it doesn’t come to that but I do need to be able to use every tool I have. So I’ll be fusing the very edges and zig zagging them down to the underlining.

And I have an underlining for the minkie, I mean tube rat lining. It’s not overly stretchy, but it is still stretchy so I need to firstly baste it to the underlining and then sew parallel rows down to mimic piecing. I may not make it quite as narrow as I know it should be…

But there is some hard core piecing happening in that layer too as I only just have enough for this and my remake of my dark blue gown. I’m making it into an earlier style and that means fur.

My Gelderlander gown has just one underlayer. Okay. I probably should buy some more calico for a second so that the skirt can be lined and the fur lining go only about to my knees. It depends on how much I trust the Codice de Trajes on some details.

The artist just didn’t understand the overlapped skirts, most people don’t. But, see, I really want to call my red velveteen gown a Gelderlander frock too but I’m making the liste as deep as I can get to push it right up to 1550. These liste are more like 1530s and earlier.

Sorry the museum site is down, here is a link to the RKD site https://rkd.nl/images/59494

But see how we can easily see the gap between the liste and narrower guarding? that tells us how tall it is.

And you can tell this gown has something really similar going on with the guarding around the skirt and sleeves.

And now that it’s so easy to retouch you can see how high up Katharina von Reidt’s liste is! I don’t think we can say that’s just an artifact from the photography or processing or digitisation.

Progress is progress right?

My Anne of Cleves folders are still consuming so much time, but in a way I’m getting a semi fast run through what I have and what I thought I have. But I also managed to get my Anne of Cleves frock out and pressed- thank goodness all my work on basting the layers has been worth it as the calico underlayer and velveteen do work together so very well. I also did a rough estimate as to whether I have enough of the Margaret cloth of gold for alllll the guarding. Now that’s tricky. I might have enough if I ignore what I know *should* happen with her skirt versus what extant garments tell us.

And that is to not waste precious materials where they won’t be seen. Take the Moritz von Saschen’s schaube:

Why yes I’ve covered that the guarding is all on the bias before, but here you can see that it ends about half way under the turned back collar/revers.

So I could just make the gown only able to be worn with the closure on my right and save three strips. And yes it’s that close.

If I cut it all on the bias I do get more. But the problem is each strip is a different width. I can sort of fake that with the narrower (neckline) but just folding a deeper allowance. But the widest strip is closest to the hem and the edge of the overlap is thus the longest continual piece. Okay I guess I can take my cue yet again from the extant and manuals and just do a lot of piecing especially where no one will see it.

But I want to follow the examples of the Moritz schaube and the Festkleid at the GNM which is to use cording at the edges.

But I think I need to really carefully just do teeny tiny seam allowances as that’s what it looks like. I might have just convinced myself it is on the bias. Though not true bias in places. I wish I was able to reverse engineer the pattern of the fabric to work out if it is on the bias or if the weave is what Bruyn captured. Bias really does off best bang for buck, I know this, I’ve written about this. I’m just nervous about cutting very neat strips and getting the edges sealed well enough that I can store the strips between rounds of hand sewing.

But I do need this made for my K’Zoo talk because so much of what I’m speaking about is in this technical side. I want to set up my other frocks in the background because while I’ll have all my files they are a great starter for questions, and they are in colour. So much of what I work with are old micro film images and text.

North Rhine portraits update

Now that I’ve got my life somewhat in order, I’ve finally been able to put all my portraits of women from NRW together to work out where my double ups are, and to make sure I’ve kept a record of where each image of the same work comes from. I had kept out images I very much doubt, but they’re now in the folders with ones I do accept. And my doubts are pretty solid. It’s not just the style, it’s not just the clothing, it’s a mix. There are some portraits I don’t think are attributed correctly to Bruyn either, though in that regard it’s down to style.

So far I’ve concentrated on Cologne as we have Bruyn as the archetype. And that’s 270 folders of which 52 are of multiple figures. My Westfallen images are so much easier to organise because there are fewer. My Gelderland portraits are predominantly what feel like copies. But if they are they are still very iconic. And then we move into my Julich-Kleve-Berg folder which is the hottest mess of hot messes.

And I still have other art forms.

I had started to doubt myself, because I had stepped away from where I was comfortable to challenge why I felt comfortable. Now that I’m back to where I started? My comfort was because I did have a really good grasp on it. And that’s even when most of my work has been with low resolution and often very blurry images.

This all began so long ago because people were being discouraged from recreating Anne of Cleves’ ensemble because of the rule of three. That because there weren’t three portraits with exactly the same features you couldn’t trust it. And not even all the Bruyn portraits were enough. It’s true her sleeves are incredibly striking, so very different and even with my work in so many other regions there are only hints of similarities.

There are many trumpet sleeves including in the Enns cutting manual, but when it comes to the kind of divided upper and lower it’s quite rare. I have an intersting example from a massive manuscript, but she is meant to be an historical figure, the other is of Marie Jacobaa.

As for the disc shaped uppers, we do have a portrait by Lucas Cranch of Barbara Radziwill.

An this is why we can’t just set aside images of interesting clothing. Most of the difficulty I face is not that there a few depictions of women but that they get curated out of catalogues.

Thus my 270 folders representing about that many women, and some more children, from Cologne and near by towns. I didn’t create the images, I just pecked through every single catalogue, auction, and exhibition I could to find them.

But now I need a rest, it was a broken sleep, the second part full of dreams.

Genuine progress

I found missing parts of my papers in amongst my research files! Such a relief because I was scrambling for months trying to rewrite my papers for different formats. I’ve taken my pearlwork off my frame* to put Elsa on there because I really need those extra stones on asap. It’s easy to put her back together- basically I want to add boning channels so I can put lacing in the back as the zip keeps snagging on the under layer. The underlayer needs a gusset under the arms just to allow for slightly easier changes as moisturiser and sweat do the thing that makes it hard to pull stretchy garments on.

I’ve had to take ownership of my harddrive again. And I’m so impatient that I can’t reinstall my printer or software for images and documents yet. But for now I’m getting the pdfs under control.

*It’s so heavy! And it’s probably good I’ve taken it off now as the new pearls make the appliques very firm so the edges lift when the velveteen folds. It will be fine I think if I make sure to tack the velveteen to the support and then through the appliques.

Who benefits from my research?

It’s Not who I want to benefit, no, not even people on SocMed. A hint:

One of the universal rules of happiness is: always be wary of any helpful item that weighs less than its operating manual.

I had made huge strides in productivity for two days but I still kept having difficulty moving files. What looked like the familiar photos app I use for looking at my research images was set to run at start up and then in the background. Continually even after ended the task. So then I had a look at the app and oh no.

Same file name, same icon, but a new app that is cloud based. The app I had been using is now a “legacy” app you have to download. Needless to say I did and deleted the new one.

But that’s ethically wrong, surely? You don’t substitute a new app with the same name and icon, you give it a new name, you give it a new icon.

So then you ask, why? Well the default settings were to collect data. Images have much more information in them that the pixels and location. Further, two apps recommended to use with it also collect data and it goes to their AI. To create images and video from your photos and any information about what’s in them. The privacy notice says:

The editor saves project data such as editing progress information, titles, or media file names in your [app] account, but not the associated video, audeo, and image files you added (unless you enable content backup.)

I’m sorry, that’s a huge amount of data by default, and then all of it in a backup- you know how we’re all encouraged to backup everything?

But even without those editing tools, that’s photos of my friends and family, that’s photos I’ve got for my research, that’s images I have created from my research the photos app has taken data from already.

So AI basically gets on my work, my curation of information, even before it leaves my PC.

Holy crap.

And no, there is very little information on this substitution, so I started clicking multiple apps and now clock (you know for alarms, a timer) now opens in “focused sessions” and the default setting?

You need the Spotify app to enhance your focus sessions with music and podcasts.

What the hell?

The media player is also new, you can use the legacy one though that is under “optional features” so now there are different ways to get the old apps back. Three Dark Patterns already.

If you open the calendar? It opens then closes to open what used to be just an email app. You have to log in before you can find the settings, another Dark Pattern. If you uninstall the app, you get your calendar and email apps back. But how do you know you can delete it? You can go online and ask.

I’m not surprised by all of this. Just the extent. It probably is the reason for the BSOD with the September update. That’s a lot of change that goes right into the registry and already set privacy and security. And no it was not limited to “preview” builds though a lot of fans of the tech tried gaslighting people into taking the blame for allowing preview updates.

Be default we are all teaching AI when we type into any field, even for our eyes only. Ever noticed how your typos get saved to your custom dictionary so you can make the same mistake over and over again? Ever right clicked in a text field when using a browser to look at spell check options? Notice that the enhanced version has every single keystroke uploaded to the cloud?

No matter how much influencers make from monetising each word, each image, each video, each sponsorship, it’s a tiny fraction of what the tech companies make monetising all of that. So much so they want all of us trying to be influencers, grabbing at the crumbs left over from what they take.

And the worst part comes back to what I wrote earlier: if this was just my data I’d be furious but it’s not, is it? And it means that in turn my data is being collected from everyone who has emailed me, taken a photo and tagged me, so we simply can’t just disconnect either.

And I worry about the physical costs on my hardware. I can’t afford to replace this PC. I have used other OS and I still have my original installation CD in case I get desperate.

Anyway. Each time I have a few hours of productivity I have to stop and figure this stuff out. It’s not like we are using freeware either. We pay a lot of money for the operating system. And this still applies by default for those who buy the full business suite. Though with a better tool to understand what you can do and all in one place.

But I have finally got files separated, and file names shortened and it’s actually really inspiring rather than simply a really hard on my body chore.

I can bypass interference app by app by disconnecting from the internet, turning off/deleting apps that are triggered simply by the presence of an associated file (and multiple apps per file) in a folder. So yes, I’ve been very right, I just now have a clean slate OS to be able to prove it.

I was right!

The usual blame is: You have too many files; You shouldn’t use large images on documents (also you should avoid long filenames, what?); You should use a third party program; You should use icons not thumbnails (even though the issue persists when you do.) So far so much gaslighting, I actually fell for it- well I do have millions of files including little icon files from saved webpages I guess…..

I reached a point yesterday where I broke. And I reinstalled the OS.

I also reached the point I just cried. Three years wasted on this. All I could think was I could have spent more time with my friends and family and Carlo. I could have worked on my actual projects. But this is 20 years of my life at risk. My entire body of work. My future work.

But I found out what it is by doing that, no one can accuse me of installing anything or messing with system files this way.

And now I have to let go of so much anger because it’s actually very simple- if only it was ever admitted to. But it explains the strange error messages like needing admin permission to move a file despite having permission to do so, it leads to error messages that path lengths are too long (even when under 50 characters) it leads to errors that the file is open in another program if you try to delete it.

So I’m going to have to keep dealing with this as the way to avoid it is not best practice.

I’m still behind, I still have to do this work, but I can finally, hopefully, start to be able to dedicate a bit more time with those I love.